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Aku ..
Menanti dan setia menunggu disini ..
sedangkan DIA ... entah dimana??
Pastikah dia DISANA merindui aku... Seperti aku
MERINDUI dirinya ...

Why ... why HE so EASY make me WAITING like tis?
Coz he KNOW i LOVE him?
COZ he know i CAN wait ...
why??
why??


COZ i promise to wait????
is tat because of tat???

the WOLFMAN

why WOLFMAN ... i love tis movie. i never watch it before.. but today i spend some time watch tis movie. Story about LOVE between a beautiful gal wth a beast.Gwen Still LOVE Lawerance evan know HE was the BEAST who wanted by VILAGER . She tried so many way to save him. She LOve him wthout regret. Moral of the story - Women alwayz GIVE n trust her man even his man IS not a perfect man for her. Wit LOVE n HOPE she will alwayz be by his side ... til death give them a part .......

APRIL FOOL

APRIL FOOL.... ha..ha..ha.. catch u!!! mmmmmmmmmm...... i got so many april fool tis year .. really.... i never lied to u!!! it's a true.... vry true story ...
2 days bfore ... i hve BEEN in the middle of miss understanding among MY BEST FRIEND ... like one of my friend write in one of our picture together .... 'r we friend' ...? how u feel ya... crapppp!!! after a while i realizes .... tats a life n the way to live right now .... N i'm sure tis is the best way to knw all abt ur frdz ... n frm there we know who is ur friend .... n i will never regret n asked ALLAH why its hapend..... it is wat it is ..... go..go..go....

N yesterday ....date 01-04-11 .....a very surprise happend to me once again!!!
i wanted to surprise some one ... by sign up at another website.. planning going to to asked TAT SOMEONE ... sign in after me .... i do take 2 days to set up the page!!! its not too hard to do actually.. but i was doing it in between doing all my final report for my bossssssss...

teng..teng..tengggggg... surpriseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..... TAT SOMEONE already have the account!!! n TAT someone already hve follow a few person... I do love few place TAT someone follow... the news..the sport....but i do surprise wth wat TAT SOMEONE follow toooooooo...... OOPPSSSSSSS
who got who? Finally ... i'm make mistake one more time.... is tat really hard to trust people!! I do trust TAT SOMEONE wth all MY HEART!!!! but ....... ohhh noooooooooooooooo...... :(


today ......
i try to b big hero.... not really big hero...Jst try to get all the HARD thing out frm my mind.. try to do something tat i wanted to do long long time ago!!! wat?? offcouse u x know wat i want to dooooo.... u never asked me!!! but... i like to let u know wat i'm doing today....
i ride a horse!!! again!!! ha..ha..ha... big n huge!!! i start dreamingggggggggg... as usual... fly over the scene ... i forgot tat i already leave all my activity before tis.... last time i ride a horse is abt 5 year ago!!! can all of u imagine tat wat hapend to me?

nooo...noooo...n noooooo... ha..ha..ha.... i x control the HORSE!!! n wat hapend??? i'm sure u know wat hapend...
i was fall n hve been pull by the horse... OMG!!! my back... sooooooooo pain!!!!! lucky he not ran so fast n i hve been safe!!!LOL

Not serius injurt.... but i do tay at PMC abt 3 hours... to clean all the scar at my back.... lucky i wear a helmet if not... i might lost my memories right now ........ hrummppppp.... n i thinks thats more better if i lost my memories.... i'm jst tired to remember all the memories ....

it's hurt....... but i hve to SMILE.... :)

prove of LOVE a.k.a the POWER of LOVE

We alwayz talk abt LOVE ... every time... every hour .. every day n nite ...
BUT .. is tat the only things we need to talk all the time? To me ... i do let 'HIM' know how much i LOVE him .... I do tell My kiddo .. adik and abang ... 'LOVE U' at almost every day ... when they wake up ... when they give me something .... i love to tell them tat -i love u- But why ?

One of my friend tell me - No need to tell them all the time ... they sure know U love them ...
Another friend told me - Love ur self first dear ..... No one will love u like u do love them ....

To me .. i love to show all my feeling ... maybe i should not to tat. People might sick when know i love him to much... maybe my kids feel shy when their friend know abt it... they might tell to my kiddo .... oooooooooo look!! the mummy boy is here ... N to the one I LOVE ... i know how much u stuck on me .... coz i keep teling I LOVE U ...... maybe it's look a like u have been control by me..
sometime i forgot ... love make peole TRAP sometime ... n i do forgot tat u need same space for u to breath .... jst like a tree ... need air more than water ....


LOVE- it's not only to when we stay together .... i feel all the LOVE when u leave me at home while u drive to work .... or while u stay at work n i stay at kitchen cook for u ...
n I DO FEEL YOUR LOVE when U ................. jst disappear like you alwayz did!!!

butterfly

Day n Nite never fail to VISIT me... some time i'm not realieze ... either i was in DAY TIME or NITE TIME..... People ... stuff ... all over me ... I hardly breathing sometime ... feel so HURT deep inside MY heart ...

I do my best for everything ... i show all my LOVE ... i give ALL MY HOPE .... I share all my DREAM .... but who am I to get it all .... coz i jst a butterfly ....

butterfly connot go far ... fly not too hight ... no so strong fighter ... when the time come .... U gone ...... jst know who u are .... jst a POOR butterfly .......

when we know we should go .......

it's really hard to do..... feel like all the meat frm bone is already melt. Can u imagine how dead people working on the street? How it's look ? OMG ... i really can't imagine it ..
last time i used to walk happily .... i have a vry sweet smile on my face ... but day after day everything jst change ... i dont realize how it's happend.... BUT still i hve to walk...

LIFE .... is not easy to face it . Wat we got is not so beautiful like we dream about ... but IT IS WAT IT IS ....we have to take it either we like it or not.

DREAMs .... is so nice to dream.... n i wish i can dream all the time. dream... dream..dream... all i have to do is dreammmmmmmmmmmmmm.... nice song.. BUT ... when u wake up frm dreaming...
u will feel all the pain!! U will never imagine how. It's goes till ur bone!!! It's realy painful. No pain killer will help u.

Wakes up ... or in other world be realistic . How hard its be... how hurt u r .. but u have to stay alive n live in real world.

p/s - i really feel the PAIN ... but i know i have to walk n will WALK n have to WALK .... i will walk n walk n never stop walk ... if i fall .. n my knee is HURT n bleeding ... i will walk again ..
n if i fall again ... n i hve my leg break ... i will used stick n will walk again .... n if i fall again ... n both of my leg is break ... n i know i cannot walk anymore ..... i will stay quietly ... will never wake up again ....... jst stay till the last of my breath ......

RULES OF LOVE .... my thinking ....

'i'm a silly girl ... N yesss.... i will b silly girl forever... WINK!!WINK!!WINK!!!
i love to used tis sentence when i was angry or try too make him think back abt wat he already did to me.. or wat have i done to him... LOL

some time we need to act like we stupid or silly jst to make PERSON tat we LOVE know HOW MUCH WE CARE ABT THEM.. sometime time... weather...season ... might cause a lots of MISS UNDERSTANDING among LOVER... but .. if there is HAVE LOVE in between 2 LOVER... nothing will happend!!! trust me...

tats wat happen to me n MY LOVER. Coz we LOVE each other... nothing can change tat feeling.. I admit sometimes feel tired wth all the argue n miss understanding... n sometime miss communication... but all i know is..... I LOVE HIM ... n off couse i do know n feel his LOVE for me too.... He jst PERFECT for me.. ONLY for me... N one one else will understand him like i did... WINK ... am i right sayang??? KISSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.....

to all lover outside there...
pls know ur LOVER n KNOW abt ur self tooo... PLS dont asked people to love U if u dont know how to love ur self. When u love ur self n u will know how to love ur LOVER gud.... coz sometimes we dont realise tat we know nothing abt ur self n its might made you dont know how to behave n we do hurt each other by tat...!!! tats a veryyyyyyyyyyyyyy BAD things!!!!



p/s- don't forgot to learn how to make ur LOVER happy... wth the small surprise.. n sweet note.. ur lover mst b so vey touching n its will grow the LOVE to each other tooo..... ( tis NOTE for MY sayang tooooo... wink ;) )


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